it sad that he says the most sweetest things to me and i get so happy yet i cant believe him. something wont let me believe he actually means what he says.is it me or him? if he had a rly good job it wud make this choice so much easier...i dont think im ready 2 b poor just to be with him..but idk if being wealthy n alone is the way 2 live...am i just playing games w him bc he seriously is intrested in me...or is he ..until a new hotter one comes along..
